New Resolution

Finally, I understood the meaning of being in real, deep anxiety.

It feels like there's not guarantee that you'll be safe.
It feels like there's no back up plan.
It feels like there's no control.
It feels like there's nothing better to fallback on.

I think this may be one of the worst feelings I could ever experience in life.

I know, I'm a control freak at certain things.

People told me, "Don't expect ... just do it, things will fall into place".

But you know what? I've tried so hard! There are just certain things in life that I have always had an expectation.

New resolution for 2011:

1. Aim, but not too high
2. Learning not to always yearn
3. Try to let go
4. Live passionately
5. Love unconditionally
6. Laugh heartily

It's a public holiday tomorrow. Happy Thaipusam, peeps!


XOXO,
theRascal